Shriek Elegance

Laaaaawl.

My Daemon is a Lynx named Alvin.

Too bad there’s a real kid named Alvin that I don’t like and consequently the name is RUINED.

Lynxes are pretty, though.

[5:32pm]

One day of classes left.

I’m not feeling very comfortable in my own skin today.

Life with Dad is getting increasingly more difficult.

I am tired.

I’m having a bad day. Week. Month. Year.

I need help.

I’m tired of feeling sad all the time.

I don’t understand this Philosophy homework. I don’t understand why I don’t understand.

I got a hair cut. My hair is really curly.

One week of classes left. Fuck.

I am not a happy person as of late. Sorry, folks. I’m trying. Really.

So the past couple days have been filled with retarded ups and downs, but it would appear that things have turned out for the better!

OKAY. The story is… I have two Japanese projects (well, one whole project, and the first chunk of the second project) due on November 20th. I have an English essay due on the 26th (which I have, as of 2am last night, finished). And then comes the Anthropology essay. Now, the syllabus says it’s due on the 29th. The sheet with the topics on it says it’s due the 22nd. Which would mean that I would have 5-7 days to do two projects and a research paper, while working all weekend. I was freaking the fuck out, srsly. Unless I took time off work, I didn’t think it was going to be possible. SO… after getting the books I needed for the paper, we came to class and lo and behold, someone who saw the discussion I posted on WebCT asked him what the due date was, and he said that since the syllabus said the 29th, he would make it due then. HUGE weight lifted off my chest? I think so.

This means that I can play Folklore tonight. I am excited.

What’s gone wrong this week? Let’s recount.

1. Jacob is in the hospital again.
2. Gerri has to have a splenectomy (surgery to remove his spleen).
3. Gerri might also have to move back into his house. Many bad things are connected with this.
4. Wayne has a virus in his heart that is very painful and awful and has screwed up his life. So he will not be able to come to the gathering on Friday.
5. The car still isn’t working properly.
6. I crushed my fingers between the corner of a pillar and a heavy box.
7. I pulled a muscle in my arm.
8. My stomach has been upset for days and I don’t know why.

I don’t think I can take anything else happening this week. Things better go fucking peachily (don’t care if that’s not a word).

Seriously. I need an uneventful vacation.

Been a while, I suppose.

What’s new?

Ummmm. Nothing, really. I mean. I don’t think anything has happened since my last update aside from life stuff. The Camry has been going through various maintenances and such. It has all new fluids and all that’s left is to get new belts so it’ll stop squeaking (XD) and that’s it. Well, and hopefully the coolant stops leaking. That would be pretty awesome, too.

I just taught myself 20 kanji. I win?

I’ve still yet to study Philosophy (seriously Tyler, stfu, I don’t have any fucking time, okay?). I’ll do it tomorrow since I won’t have to study kanji.

I’m kind of grumpy and depressed for various reasons.

I am starting to feel the stress of the last month of classes. I don’t like it one bit. I need a vacation. Or a day where I don’t have to leave the house. I miss those.

That’s all I guess.